Monday, May 28, 2007
is it goodbye?
Well.. is it..
Our time for goodbye ?
Alright with me. I mean,
really it will be fine.
So what, surely, for me... that
whatever it is that I'm searching for,
(as you like to say so often, in some accusing way)
as if I am so greedy or too needy,
but it's always the words that tumble
out of your mouth like piece of grizzled meat;
spit out quickly...never requiring
a second thought.


posted by Lauren @ 3:25 PM   0 comments
Sunday, May 27, 2007
Human nature?
Sometimes I am not sure what drives me...
It sure isn't my beauty, brains or even my purse, laden with cash.
We all need money, true...
but there has to be a better way....
What I do know about me is...
if you like it,
I will gladly give you...
I do not "keep track"
Nor do I want to, because...
well, why do you?
Can you tell me that please?
Why can't you see?
To try and keep track is so time consuming.
It does not even make sense.
What is the point?
Time wasted. Heated and angry conversations.
There is nothing worth fighting about.
I feel so weak,shaking... Time has no motive.
I am drained.
I have nothing left in me to fight with.
It is senseless
So stand back,
Look around. I am on
my knees....


posted by Lauren @ 9:46 AM   0 comments
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Name: Lauren
Home: Topeka, Kansas, United States
About Me: I may have disassociated disorder, but I'm not sure which one of me to ask.
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